Life In The Sun

This is seriously infuriating. I am so bored of this layout it is detering me from blogging, and yet my creative block is so bad i can hardly throw anything together that look decent, let alone layout worthy.

A quick update on life thus far, valentines day was pretty good, john bought me a sexy playboy bra and a cute little white G, they look so hot and i was so excited because he has never thought to do anything that romantic before. We didnt actually see each other for most of the day, he was working and i had a wedding to set up with elisha, and then that night i was working at barcode. Which by the way, i no longer work at. The day manager is a total ass, i wont go into it though.

I am going back to adelaide next week for a few reasons, the main being i am completely over queensland, the next being i have a job interview at ocea’s beauty bar and Jati Day spa, it is cheryls 21st, and lastly i need to organise wedding stuff. So fingers crossed i get the job, meaning i will be moving back to adelaiude in now time at all. I am actually quite excited. I am so over feeling like an outcast up here. Time to go home to my girls i think.

I am also getting increasingly irritated because it doesnt seem to matter how many times i call her, my hair extensions lady wont return my phone calls. Which is pissing me off no end as they really badly need re-doing.

Ok well i am off to run some errands and hopfully create a new layout sometime in the near futere. wish me luck.

Well lately there has been alot for john and i to consider on the lines of what exactly it is we plan to do with ourselves. Move back to adelaide or not? Get married in october or not? And the more recent thing that has been going on in my mind is, should i study again? Its quite obvious that (tradgically) The beauty industry is taking a serious nose dive as people are cutting back on their spending because of this stupid resession. In times of money crisis, unfortunately for me the first thing people cut down on are their weekly facials, because they arent totally neccisary. So i have been thinking, what else is it i could do? I would love to be a hair dresser, i think it would be fun, but then there is also the very overwhelming fact that hair dressers give me the shits, and im not entirely sure if i could last a whole 4 years being their bitch. Then maybe fitness? I could see myself enjoying doing that, and it would halp keep me fit. Or maybe massage or even advanced make-up, but then again both those industries are slowly dying as well, and it was competitive enough to begin with. Another thing that has more recenty hit my brain, is to go in a completely different direction to my beauty, to one of the only other things i seem to be relatively good at. I was thinking maybe a course in web design? I mean it does seem to be the next step for me, as i beleive i have taught myself just about as much as i am going to learn without help. And i like tho think i am pretty good at it any way. So my thoughts on the future are as follows -

Move back to adelaide, Marry the love of my life in october, study wed design part time whilst working, -eventually- have babies. I think it sounds like a half decent plan, but i think i should probably put it to john before i totally make my mind up on it, he has a good way of thinking of all the important details that i almost always miss.

Well, i finnaly got another job. Hopefully this one will last! I am working as the door bitch at barcode night club. I am the one that gets to stand at the door and look pretty while taking peoples money for cover charge. It really isnt such hard work. And they are going to get me to do promo as well. isnt that great?!

So last night was my first shift. We got really busy, and then at about 1am there was this massive brawl out the front and all these cops turned up. Bloody kiwi boys, they are always fighting. It was really bad too, cos one of the female policeman was having the shit beaten out of her, so one of our bouncers ran over to help, he didnt throw any punches or anything, he just restrained the guy, and she had the nerve to give him a talking to and now she is pressing charges. So much for trying to help someone in need huh.

Monday john and I went to movie world for the day, we had such a good time. It feels like it has been so long since we actually did anything “togetherish”, it was so lovely. He has been so good to me lately, i feel like things are finally starting to get a little better.

I also decided to start reading the host by stephany myer, decided not to dwel on twilight considering it kept making me feel so miserable. The host is definately not as good as the twilight books, but is still a pretty decent read. I think im going to have to find something else to start reading soon. Anyone have any suggestions? I like the whole, impossible romance adventure sort of stories.

Well i think i will be off, its pancakes time!

Well as the title suggests, i am slowly feeling better about everything. John has been so good, and my mood is finally lifting. Hopefully it will stay that way for a while.

Unfortunately i didnt win my heat for the ralph comp i was about a foot shorter than all the girls and no where nears as skinny. But i had a great time anyway i will post the photos.

Yesterday john and i spent the day at movie world and then went to bens house to watch the super bowl. Over all it was a great day We had a blast!

I am still looking for another new job, but i have thrown my self head first into all the wedding planning so at least i have something to do. Oh, and we have decided, i dont know when yet, but we are going to move back to adelaide. We both miss it too much, and there is way to many things up here that is making life suck.

well thats about all from me